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waxing lyrical @ blogspot v1 - introspection.
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Wednesday, August 20, 2003This has to be a first in my entire life. After only 2 days of school, I'm feeling unbelievably stressed out. (Or should it be up?)No. I was stressed after a day of school. But now, I'm just going mad. And the headaches are all coming back. The throbbing ache that won't go away. *sulks* If you told me on Sunday that school would be that tough, I'd probably laugh it off. Seriously, how tough can 4 courses be, what with a 3 day week and all. Back in the polytechnic, we'd do up to 6 at times, juggling projects for all of them. So seriously, how bad can 4 courses be? Horrendously bad I'd say. University life is definitely a whole new different ballgame. I've tons of readings (1 super boring chapter on Logic, 10 chapters on Excel (!!!) which comes to about 200 pages and more powerpoint slides) and all the projects and assignments piling up, and it's only been 2 days! Madness. I never thought that I'd hear that coming from me. The one who doesn't bother paying attention, not to mention revising, who only studies when I really absolutely have to. Goodness, what am I turning into? -sigh- I feel disgustingly bad. All my feelings of inadequecies. The sense that I'm slowly losing myself in the process of trying to be the kind of person SMU hopes I'll be. Outspoken, spontaneous, and yes, different. Am I not different enough for them already? -scowl- 00:22 |
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