waxing lyrical @ blogspot v1 - introspection.

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Sunday, April 27, 2003

When Cliqo went down and before I had this set up, I nearly died because I had all this thoughts inside of me that I needed to get out of me, but no place to put them in. As a last resort, I dug out an old notepad and started writing everything in it. Even now, with this site up, I still bring the notepad (whom I call Bessie) everywhere with me so I can write when the mood strikes me.

Bessie's the kind of notepad that can be bought almost everywhere, cheap and not very durable. When I flip the page, it'll start to tear and come off, resulting in a notepad that's basically falling apart. I had resorted to stapling the pages to the cover but it made it hard for me to flip through what I'd written. And I'm quite sure it wasn't that comfortable for Bessie too, so now I use a paperclip instead to keep Bessie together.

I like Bessie this way. All torn apart and tattered looking. Like she's been through a long and hard journey, endured the harsh and difficult times.

:)

It's such a joy, and a comfort, to have her by my side.

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